Monday, April 21, 2008
Waiting for it to be normal again.
The last post was hard for me to write and it actually took a month. I know it may not be all that great and some of my emotions may not be out there. I am not good at all of that, but thats where my life started going crazy. As of today it has been one month and I miss her now more than ever. I have a ton of questions that will most likely never be answered. I feel like taking her off life support was wrong, even though they said she had no brain activity. I keep praying that life will figure it's self out, and slowly it does. I now have my ten year old brother who looks to me for answers and I have none. I don't even think I have the answers I need myself. I do know this no matter how hard it may seem to forgive some one it is better that they know you for give them, then them die never knowing. Tell the people you love that you love them everyday as you never know when they will no longer be there. ALWAYS, ALWAYS, Love your MOM!
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Eventually...There will be a new normal. I don't know when or how, but this new life will become usual for you. (While it doesn't make things any easier or more simple for the time being, it's good to know that eventually there will be a pattern to this new phase of life!)
By the way, I'm working on being in the same space as my mom...I'll keep working, because tomorrow isn't a promise.
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