Time flies

I have kept this blog in the back of my mind and always said I should post, but just haven't found the time. Work is slow so why not now!

There is so much that has happened since my last post. My little guy is turning 4 this year and next year the adoption takes on its own new role and I have come to terms with it. I still get to see him which is the most important part. No one ever tells you about all the transitions that you will go through during an adoption or all the years following. They also don't tell you all the aspects of your life that it touches and how everything is all tied in together somehow.

Over the past four years he has grown in to this amazing little man who has parts of me in him! He still knows how to melt my heart! I hope one day he sees how lucky he is to have so many people in his life that love and care about him.

My other little man is turning 8 and boy does that come with an attitude from somewhere. It seems every day one more baby tooth is coming out and he is my toothless grinning machine. I am thankful to have such a wonderful son to have to love. He tells me that he loves me more than I will ever know. He has no idea how much I love him in return and one day when he has his own family he will see. My life was forever changed because of him and I wouldn't trade it for a min. He also is at a point where he will ask a question and when I respond with the answer he informs me I am incorrect and gives me his answer which really isn't the answer. I ask him why then does he bother asking the question in the first place if he knew the answer already.....no response!

I have met the man of my dreams and I am learning to live one day at a time and not rush a life time into a short time. He fills my son and my life with lots of happiness. What the future holds is unknown and I am okay with that for the first time in my life.

I am down to 12 classes left in school then I can finally become a social worker. What the heck was I thinking when I lived life backwards? School with out children would have been so much easier, but this puts the pressure on and keeps me on my toes!

I hope all of you fellow bloggers are doing well!