Thursday, May 15, 2008

An Emptiness that doesn't go away.

So everyday I wake up and I do the samething, then I go to work and do the samething, and I come home and do the samething. I toss and turn most of the night and I lay there and questions race through my mind. Then when its all said and done there is the empty feeling that I can't get rid of. Chocolate doesn't even make it feel better. I feel like I am lost, and every way that I think is the way out just seems to lead to another choice that I can't seem to make. Life just feels empty!
Most of this is dealing with feelings from my mom passing away. I wonder how I can miss someone so much that I choose to push out of my life for what ever the reasons I had.

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