Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Sober
I did it!!! I made it two months with out drinking as of today and you would think I would feel as if I had accomplished something major but I don't. I feel like I did it because I was told to not because I wanted to. But what ever the case I did it. I did however learn that I need to talk about whats bothering me instead of tipping up the bottle. You know the crazy thing is that when I tell people that I am two months sober when offered a drink they say they had no idea that I was even an alcoholic. So great I had become a functioning alcoholic with out even realising it. May be I should make this clear I only drank at night and some times at lunch( lunch was only a couple of times and never enough that I was shit faced, just enough to de stress my afternoon). I know I had a problem but like everything else in my life I hate to admit when I am wrong. So I am up to seeing how far I can go and in hopes of never taking another drink.
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Congrats! Even if it wasn't your idea it is great that it has been two months!! So proud of you :)
Addictions are real aren't they? But the reality of it all, is that we most likely use them to help with the hurt in our life... I have done it too in the past. And we have to take it one day at a time. Talk it out...Cry it out..Sing it out... Shout it out...Pray it out...Just most importantly, don't cover it up. It'll still be there if you do.. You are not alone. And although I don't know you... 2 months is an amazing feat. Do it for you and both of your children.
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