Zombie

Ok so I kept my appointment with the therapist. After talking to her I realized just how screwed up my life is and has been for as long as I can remember. But thats not my point in this post my point is she gave me some meds to take. She said they would help me sleep and would help with my roller coaster of emotions that I am having. I can't beleive all these years I made it with out being on meds to just get back on them. So I have only been on them for two days now and I feel like a zombie. I feel so out of it like when I am sitting at work I see everything happening around me but have no will to get involved in anything I just can't wait to come home and climb under the covers. Now the good part is I sleep all night and no waking up and no looking at the ceiling wishing I could fall asleep. So I hope that it is possible to be medicated and feel "normal" at the same time.